Sometimes I feel really weird and alone.
I know I'm not the usual kind of model, not even the usual kind of girl. Hence I'm always at the fringe, not quite fitting in--not quite in the realm of social anxiety--but trying, as much as possible, to do what I like to get by and have fun on my own.
And I suppose being an alternative model doesn't help much with the "fitting in" issue that irks me at times. Yet I like being one--I don't know how much of that is masochism on my part, but I do know I'll be annoyed if I've too much competition hahah!
I suppose one has to take the bad along with the good.
And take it easy. Modeling IS fucking fun!
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